These few days have been pretty crazy.
Exams lurking around the corner and I still feel as though the sem barely started. Really bad, really bad.
Don't know if I can keep this whole University thing up because I feel so tiny here. It takes so much effort to keep my grades up, so I don't know how people say life here is a breeze. It sure feels like a freaking hailstorm over here and I'm dying.
And then there's this whole new phase I'm going through now that heightens every possible insecurity I have about myself. It creeps me out. Its like playing with fire because the thrill and fear drives me crazy.
I talked to Rachel today while trying to photocopy notes, and she said maybe the problem lies with me. Its funny how I can think of a 1000 ways how something might fail before even considering the possibility of it taking off.
Too tired, too much econs, graphs and random thoughts swimming around in my head.
Luv,
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