Fuck. First paper in less than a week. I'm not done with my content.
I am fucking this close to crying because I feel fucking useless now and I just need someone to tell me its okay and give me a goddamn big hug and just suffocate me with encouragement and assurance.

But here I am sitting in the middle of the room, alone, feeling bloody under the weather, and frustrated and exhausted and a thousand other negative emotions with no one to share them with.

Fuck fuck fuckity fuck.
I need to shut up.
I need to stop being so damn vulgar but this is the only fucking way I can not go mad.


Fuck.